i think i'm better off blogging in chinese.
the english entries are simply too agonising and too vulgar.
it has been a long long time since i last used vulgarities.
for all my 4 years in sn, i have rarely used them, hokkien or english.
even if i do say them out, it's just for fun.
i rmb qing and i used to say out the initials to each other and laugh abt thm..
like knn and ccb
haha. kinda nostalgic.
nowadays, i just directly type them out
i use it really often... if i compare it with before.
i dun really like to use it.. and i have no idea why i resumed using it after 4 years of not using it most of the time.
stress? maybe.
agony? maybe.
i really have no clue.
after 2 months at school and in my class
i'm starting to think that it's not the ppl ard me
it's just me.
i'm weird.
i'm abnormal.
i'm never gonna be welcomed.
i am a loser.
A loner.
i shouldnt even be here.
i think i suck.
will ppl be happier if i'm gone?
or will they even notice.
hurr hurr.
my msn nick goes: dun ask me why i'm emo, it's cos of you.
i find it rather ironic.
and also rather bhb.
cos NO ONE'S gonna ask me why i'm emo.
no one cares.
what a great life i lead.
welcome to my life.
